Every time we curse ourselves and/or sin, we are bringing what happened in the past into the present time and planting a seed for our future. Remember, the more we fight against something, the more deeply rooted it becomes. Yes, our demons love a good fight.
Christianity often teaches us to wage battle on our sins. However, scripture is often misinterpreted. We say this because God is much more interested in who we are than in counting our sins. How we battle our demons is to go within and see the worthiness of our soul. By realizing our true beauty and essence, the “sin” is dissolved by the Wisdom Flame of Self-Realization.